cyber sex tonight
I feel as if I am about to blow. Ten days have passed since I saw my girlfriend. She left to visit her parents and I am freaking out. I do not remember a time when I was so sexually frustrated. I could very well cheat on her and have sex with some other woman but I do not feel like doing so. I mean, it is not like I am so addicted to her. We are in a relationship for about one year which, frankly speaking, is not a long time. However, I respect her and I would not do that to her. Of course, she would never know that I cheated on her but why should I risk? Especially when I know she is returning in two days time. I am actually thinking about having some cyber sex tonight. I mean, cyber sex is not a crime, is it? I mean, it obviously is not but it is nowhere near cheating as well, right? Even if it is, who cares?! I have this strong crave for sexual pleasure and if I do not do anything with it, I will simply explode. I think I will simply masturbate during this cyber sex and I will be fine. It is nothing wrong actually. People are afraid of writing or speaking about masturbation aloud but, to me, it is so normal. You are not going to be shove down straight to hell if you do it.